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I’m grateful

by Huesque Foster


I tap the knife hanging out of my chest.

I've warmed the length of the blade with my body.

I feel an odd satisfaction

seeing it fit perfectly in its cavity.


I feel a lot more satisfaction from places,

I never usually would. I like the pool 

of blood I lay in and its impressively vast expanse.

My routine audits now seem impactful

now that I've been noticed.

 I can prompt a man to go out of his way

and stab me centred between the ribs.


I'm a lot more proud of the things I did 

Even my standard edition grades

Because they brought me here

To a scenic death, surrounded by my bed and walls.


It's cosy on the floor. The liquid keeps me warm.

The floor is a decent place to sleep.

I thought the opposite, a short while back

I loathed the mother who sold my bed;

Tears don't teach gratitude like blood.


My life wasn't bad

judging from where I am

Even the sharp pains in my chest stopped.

The man stopped staring so I could finally rest;

All things have a happy end. 


 

Huesque is a swimmer, artist, and writer. Huesque is a horror and comedy novelist

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